azure ray - november

i left my house last friday without a definite plan... great move. spent two days with jess in philly and visited my roommate from freshman year for two days in new jersey. jenny shares almost all of the problems with skidmore that i have... and she took last year off because of them. i thought seeing her would make me want to transfer or take time off even more... but for some reason it made me more confident about going back. i wish she was coming with me though. this picture pretty much sums up our 2006-2007 attitudes, minus the mini-smiles. i spent one night drinking wine with my sister and her husband, and instead of hopping right on the bus home i popped in on nikki at her work and ate awesome risotto and biscotti and walked to port authority with beer in a coffee cup. the best.

my chest pains and constant panicky feelings finally subsided. i want to think about good things.

GOOD THINGS:

• gushy facebook messages between me and jenny that will never end. we only knew each other for 8 months
• seeing the bird and the bee in september, i hope
• my mom getting 2 breakfast sandwiches from midtown while i get 2 coffees from curry donuts every morning that i'm home
• old pictures on jess's computer that will always give me an incredible nostalgic feeling
• dancing to gung ho in a dirty living room at skidmore and a silly freshman asking if i'm a dance major. lolz. i just got rhythm
  
• reading text messages from the beginning of this summer that still make me smile, despite everything that's happened since.. mm chicken wing pizza. haha i hope you see this
  
• drinking white wine and watching roseanne at 5a.m. on nights when none of my friends felt like doing anything
• picking a country to live in for the spring semester. shiiiit
• new boot goofin

I'M GOING TO BOSTON TOMORROW